|Me, Lake Meade, Cousin Greg's Wedding, circa 1999?|
I don't really want to remember what it's like to feel fat. At my highest weight, my own skin bothered me. I felt swollen and sluggish. My clothes were getting bigger in size but still felt just as tight. I don't want to remember but I do have to remember. I have to remember what it was like so I don't go back there. I didn't feel good there. I've come to a point of embracing my body in my own skin but I can do it in a healthier way.
I set my goal to lose 30lbs by the end of December. If that goal is reached, the next goal is to lose another 30 lbs by May. Thats sixty pounds in seven months. That's a lot of weight. But after seeing and feeling some of the results of the October Unprocessed Challenge, I think it is very doable. I will give a full overview of my first week eating only unprocessed food on Monday morning. I will also tell you how much weight I lost in the first week. I'm excited to get on the scale on Monday morning.